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I can not tell you very many details... Sunday 8/30 my little car was absolutely crunched... totaled, no more, unrecognizable... its nasty... and I cant not remember all of sunday, the closes i can get is saturday night dinner with the family, as an update on me, my right arm looks shotgun blasted (done by passenger side window) both boobs are colored, one is dark red, and the other all sorts of colors (from seatbelt) i have roughly six or seven staples in my head (idk what from exactly) and i got to spend a long time in the hospital... oh and i can forget that the rest of my body is funny colors from the different severity of bruises everywhere... I have to thank two things to be alive today... 1) a guardian angle and 2) a demon... only one survived, can you guess which? i bet you it aint the one you would think...
now my head hurts and i need to go lay down, i will talk to yall later, if you want text me and whenever i wake again i will reply...
photos are on myspace of all places (only of wreck)
now my head hurts and i need to go lay down, i will talk to yall later, if you want text me and whenever i wake again i will reply...
photos are on myspace of all places (only of wreck)
Just a lonely Shadow
I am a shadow, go on about your business and dont notice me, it is ok because i am just a lonely hidden shadow. I stand perfectly in view yet you never notice me, and when you do on those very rare occasions you just use and abuse me. Though I must admit, those rare times are my complete favorite, I love to be used and abused, at least at these times I am not the hidden lonely shadow: I am the beaten slave. I love it. More and more I am becoming the hidden shadow who is hardly ever noticed. By the way I dont mean to hurt you but did you happen to see that pile of ashes you stepped on as you were walking blindly down the road? That was my litt
Hahahaha FUCTARD after all
"i must thank mainly one person" this person(s) helped in so many ways... I owe many things to them but sadly i found i could not give what they deserved... Worse yet was in one of their times of need i abandoned them in a harst time of need for stupid selfish reasons... the look in their eyes as they questioned me leaves me so utterly pissed at myself... I did it all stupidly because they deserved someone less stupid, less of a bitch, idiot, less of every word in the book of evil, someone stronger, a full someone... not the shell i learned i am...
"i am not strong enough alone, i need help which i cant ask for nor receive for an overwhelmin
New Year New Beginnings
New Year huh? so far it has started out awful but yet it is still my fault! too much whiskey last night left a heaven of a hang over for today and it didnt help my dad and bro got my ass up bright and early making too much fucking noise.
but i guess this year holds some promise since the one known as viktar disappeared last night at the second of a change from 24:00 hours to 0:00 hours... so it has been mostly quite inside up there.
and i figured out the depression i hold was not from him but other things... and i must thank mainly one person and of course a dream which only that person knows of...
as soon as break started i figured out i
Fuck It all To Heaven
*note* heaven is my personal hell *note*
Satureday = i got grounded from my car for three stupid reasons - 1) I lied to my mom about the crash happening back in july saying i was sleeping(bullshit) 2) I didnt get the right permission to drive someone around on last minute notice (right permission = from mom) 3) I broke law with two others which is bullshit since the law dont say that
Sunday = Got to spend time with mom and her boyfriend while they both pissed at other... i couldnt do anything without angering one or the other (though i only afraid of one) meaning i had terrible time since i ignored both for most part and got into even more
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Hello Jo.
I googled car crashes and they came up with a list for site that I mostly visit. I saw deviant art and was like hey. I know that site. Strangly enough it was this very journal entry. How are you? How are you since the car crash? I hope you feel better. Are you in collage now? Things better at home? Catch me up.
~Susan
I googled car crashes and they came up with a list for site that I mostly visit. I saw deviant art and was like hey. I know that site. Strangly enough it was this very journal entry. How are you? How are you since the car crash? I hope you feel better. Are you in collage now? Things better at home? Catch me up.
~Susan